Monday, February 2, 2009

I have been reading a lot these days probably that’s why I have lost the hang of reading between the lines…it has more or less become a mechanical process and unfortunately the urge to reach the end of the book or article is too strong….somewhere process itself has lost its meaning..The moment I finish reading the book the excitement is over..i crave for the process again and same cycle repeats itself…..Its like eternal cycles of life..u pass each one in the hope of emancipation but on the contrary it cruelly leads you to another one..so u go on and on and on in the eternal search.

Seriously feel this reading should lead somewhere..somewhere it all should connect..Its not just enough to understand and quote from a certain text or a book. Books have to be internalized..Though I have no clue how one does it and I guess subconsciously some impact definitely is made but how does one consciously internalize the knowledge and ideas presented in a text?

2 comments:

  1. practice and praxis i think will or may help you if you internalize it by ...or may be when you involve your self in some kind of creative process be it dance, music, painting,writing - where you try to code -decode - recode-uncode-change code...and a find a meaning to the various threads you are trying to weave and get a sense of order that you possible can understand...in order to recreate, or create a new one...hmmmmm

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  2. u r right..probably need to get involved in the practical aspect too...gettin too much into theory can be at times frustrating..thanx:)

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